The Day Of The Hearing

The hearing was different than I thought it would be. There wasn't very many people there that I knew.

First Randy was Questioned. He looked nervous. He needed a smoke and so did I. All of the Soc's told the same story and stuck mainly to the truth. The only thing was they said that Johnny killed Bob. I wished everything went back to normal but it didn't. And I couldn't tell anybody that because I'd be lying.

Life without Johnny was too hard. I'd see Johnny almost everyday and we would have a good time. But now there is a blank spot in my heart that can never be filled. I'm sure all of us have a blank spot in our hearts. When mom and dad died I thought my life was over and now that Johnny died I don't know if I can live without him. I wonder who's next. I hope there is no next but really it's the way we live. At one point or another we all will die. At one point or another we will lose family or friends. At one point or another we will learn to live life as life wants you to live.